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ara, me aravar angelozi, magram me minda frTebi..
me aravar frinveli, magram me minda frena..
me aravar Rirsi, magram me minda SenTan..
grZnobaT Widili, gulis qviTini, dardis RiRini..
da ra saTuTi, nazi aris sxivi mis TvalSi...
valSi, ver amoval masTan... saxlSi, myudrod aris saxlSi..
guli.. Tvals ki mainc ruli.. aRar stumrobs ... ruli..
sevdiT savse Wuri.. sadRac bRavis furi...
Tixas gaxeTqs.. gamoJonavs...
da mainc guli, cdilobs iyos masTan.. vinem, amoiRos suli..
ver eleva, surs masTan.. da im frTebsac Seeleva.. frenasac.. magram mas vera...
amas fiqrobs da miiwevs ufskrulisken nela...
nela!
mas sWirdebi! gezi cvale! esmis xmebi... tiris mwared...
irgvliv lurji qaosia, maRla xedavs...
iluziebs ukavSirebs , fiqri imeds bedavs..
am xilvebis sasikeTod, guls garCeva nebavs...
da yinulis civ natexebs sxivi mkacrad texavs...
xedavs..
maRla, WvartliT daxatula.. TiTqos kvamli gabantula..
xedavs vefxvis nakvalevi maRla midis caSi..
maSin..
roca weros ori Svili gaqcevia.... raSi
ar Cans
magram ori sxva patara wero miqris maTken..
da aq azri, imedebi gadrknen...
cuds uqadis bediswera?
fiqrobs
da saxeze TeTri feris aCrdilebi gakrTnen...
nafexuri Tavadaa... wero misi bedi... da Svilebi patarebi, misi vnebis gerbi...
zogi maRla,zogi dabla, miiswrafvis... xedavs
da simxdale mis sxeulSi SemoWvretas bedavs...
dainaxa, es gzebia, misi bedis gzebi... da arCeva ukeTesis sulac ar ars Zneli...
magram, grZnobas raRa uyos? dauSinos qvebi?
gulma: “meti aRar mZalmiZs, gamoisxi frTebi!
SoriT wadi , Tu rom ginda gadarCena Cemi!”
siTbo igrZno.. mkerdze Turme, daudvia xeli...
sio iyo saamuri.. uberavda neli...
akvans arwevs foTolTcvena...fiqris akvans..
vmReri...
“modi CemTan!” – daikvnesa, da.. gaSala frTebi...
misi mzera guls gangmiravs, amas grZnobs da garbis.. ukan xedva aRar ZaluZs.. eSinia dardis...
magram mainc: “SenTan minda!” – ismis gulis kvnesa...
maSin roca lurj taZarSi , aResrula mesa...
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ვორდიდან ქართულად ამოღების შანსი მაქ? რაღაც სასაცილო სიტყვები გამოდის ასე
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qali da kaci erTmaneTs Sexvdnen.. kacma xeli gadawia da vardi mowyvita... miarTva.. qalma morcxvad daxara Tavi da gamoarTva.. SeniSna, sisxlis wveTebi Zirs ecemoda... romelic kacs sdioda xelidan... daixara, saTiTaod akriba da gulze miibnia... xeli vardis furclebiT gadauxvia... amas rom akeTebda, SeniSna, lurji wveTebi Zirs ecemoda.. is kacis gulidan wamosuli cremlebi iyo... xeli SeuSvira da TmebSi Seipkura...
biliks gauyvnen.. vardis furclebis biliks... romelic zecaSi adioda.. sul maRla rom avidnen, qveyanas gadmohxedes.. yvelaferi xelisguliviT Canda.. Ciora Svils efereboda.. foTlebi erTmaneTs eCurCulebodnen... wyaro kenWebze isworebda Tmebs...
SeniSnes, sarkmelTan pawawa idga da xels uqnevdaT...
maT kocna gaugzavnes, romelmac frTebi gamoisxa da sarkmelTan mifrinda... frTebis yovel farfatze vardisferi fifqebi cvioda, kocna jer marjvena mxarze daajda.. Semdeg – marcxenaze... ise rom patata vardisferi SaravandediT Seimosa... Semdeg, Tmebze daaskubda da siTbo, siyvaruli gadasca maTgan...
kacma Rrubels uxmo, romelic Soriaxlo dafrinavda... oriveni zed gadasxdnen... maSin kacma inatra daRamdeso da daRamda...
varskvlavebis materiaSi aRmoCndnen... kacma varskvlavi Camoxsna da qals Tmebze daabnia... qalma gulze miado Tavi... “miyvarxaro”... “meco”...
gulma melodia amoikvnesa da maT cekva moundaT... fiqrebi erTmaneTs emTxveodnen da .. acekvdnen..
man grZnoba aCuqa, kacma gulis siRrmeSi Seinaxa da Tbili cecxli SeunTo... gaTbebao... xelze eambora.. magrad miixuta mkerdze...
maSin inatra da irgvliv qnaris xma gaisma.. Tbilma da netarma grZnobam vardisfrad gaanaTa... saxe gaubrwyindaT...
mTvareze Camosxdnen.. daiRlebodio kacma...
mTvarem gaigo maTi gulebis feTqva da arokda.. Seirxa.. rweva daiwyo ritmSi..
sio saxes elamuneboda, maT gulebSi gadadioda da erTmaneTis grZnobebs maWanklobda...
gcivao? - hkiTxa kacma
arao, Sen maTbobo miugo da es yovelive uklebliv miutana niavma mis guls...
ukan vardis furclebis gziT wagiyvan.. mxolod TeTr raSze amxedrebuls... es rom Tqva marTlac gamoCnda TeTri merani... male davbrundebiTo mTvares daubares da saxsovrad Tmis kululebi dautoves...
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აჰანდე კიდევ ძველი

isev daRamda da fiqrebSi gaicriceba, Sobs dRes da isev Sen..
aRmovaCine, qari warmdgara, Zinavs
magram sulSi qariSxali isev Camdgara.. lews..
lews yvelafers, rac ki Seqmnila CemSi.. mxolod , ver wagSala
gulis ficridan Sen..
da mivmarTe adamianur filosofias... viwyeb...
Tu vinmes aqvs cxovrebis sxivi
CemTvis xar Sen!
is maTbobs da ukuns xevs
Suqi Caqra, me ki ar vnebdebi, mTvaris Suqze Cans konturi fiqris, xeli Cagkide Sen!
...gamikvalav bnels
meRimeba, minda giyido faCuCebi, Cagacva fexze, romelic Semodgi Cems samyaroSi rodesac, malulad gadaswie vardebis farda da im wamidan Seni gaxda-
Cemi samyaro! icodi es?
kiTxva xmamaRla gamomivida, mesmis dedis xma
-“ra?”
Tavs vikatuneb, viTom vbodav, ra menaRvleba? Sens saxels mudam vibodeb da axlac...
me msiamovnebs, Sen?
“ra aCxubebs am xalxs” – mafxizlebs xmauri, usiamovnod vixedebi gareT – “ra xdeba?”
mxolod frialebs materia, TeTri, spetaki
da am sityvaze girbundebi isev Sen –
romelsac gaCuqe ca, gaCuqe mTvare
da sevdis farda...
melnis tba, romlis feric Tvalebs movpare da romlis fskeric Seni saxe gaxda...
“es vardi Cemia?” acimcimebul Tvalebs
dastyobia natvris kocna...
da geferebi...
“me Sen gaCuqe Cemi samyaro am vardianad
ra, ar icodi?”
aq yvavilebi Sens winaSe idreken nazad –
ferad qoCors...
Ramis hangebi duduneben SenTvis da natrob :
“arasdros, arasdros morCes!”
...ocneba gaqra...
“isev gRviZavs? – mekiTxeba
“samecadino damrCa” – vityuebi
da mixaria, patara bavSvs rom uxaria simarTlis malva....
“nu martmev fiqrebs, ocnebebSi davborialob” – vambob gulSi..
“ras daborialob?” – imeorebs igive sityvebs... iZinebs...
da me isev Seni var, swev farads, xels mkideb, oriveni SevdivarT
....Cvens damyaroSi...
daTba..
This post has been edited by teoj on 3 May 2009, 03:05